Adebayor's dirty little secret.

People ask me all the time,as soon as they find out im bi-sexual,
“what footballers are gay??” i normally just say that i dont know or
something along them lines well nows the time to out at least one of the
fuckers!!!!
For the past 8 months ive been madly in love with someone,you may or may
not know. Well our relationship has now ended and im devastated,most
people will be happy as a lot of jealous people didnt like seeing us
together!! I now feel the most numb,lonely and hurt that i
have ever been! ive had an amazing time with this person and hes the
funniest,kindest most perfect person ive ever met! and im grateful for
sharing the past 10 months with him.
I just wanted to let u know this as maybe the reason im outing this
footballer is because im upset,in an emotional state,feeling bitter
towards love,feeling lonely or maybe just been a twat (YOU DECIDE!!!)
Anyways here goes,Sheyi Emmanuel Adebayor- GAY!
For nearly a year i was this pricks “dirty little secret” not even my
own family knew about our relationship! I met Emmanuel in Sept 2006 at a
party in Jewel bar,London. I was friends and agent buddies with a WAG
at the time who was dating a fellow Arsenal player,Emmanuel came over to
me and said he has seen me earlier with the WAG and asked,in a very
arrogant and abrupt way how i knew her,i thought to myself “who the fuck
is this creep and whys he jealous about me taking to her when shes
dating his team mate?? i told him i was with the same agent and that
she was just a friend,i then told him that i wasnt tryin it on with her
as i was gay.. HIS FACE LIT UP!!! he asked me if i had a boyfriend and
when i told him no he instantly started pulling my arm telling me we had
“to chat” outside!! I didnt understand why this 6 foot 3 giant was
pulling my arm to go outside i thought i was going to get beat up so i
started to pull away from him,it was then he told me to calm down and
that he had to talk to me in private!!
When we got outside he told me he was gay and that nobody knew,i wasnt
actually that bothered,you would think most gay or bi lads would be
thinking “wow a gay footballler!!” instead i was thinking “well im not
arsed your mingin!!!”
Emmanuel asked if he could take my number and maybe take me for dinner
sometime,i explained i lived up near Liverpool and he seemed a bit
gutted,i gave him my number and didnt think id hear from him now he knew
i didnt live in London,i wasnt that bothered anyways at first.
I went back to the party and said goodbye to him at the end of the night
when he was playing it all straight with other team members,i remember
some player called Kerrera Gilbert or something been there and asking
Emmanuel what we was talking about outside,Emmanuel told him i was
asking for his autograph!!! Errm ok,ill just let him pretend that!!
The next day i woke up with a huge hangover and my mate from BB next to
me,she said my phone had been going off all morning and it was pissing
her off,when i checked i had 30 something missed calls and a few text
from a number i didnt know! the text hardly made sense! i rang the
number and some strange man answered,i then clicked it was HIM!!! i
didnt know what to say and just said ill call him back and hung up! I
told my BB friend and she started screaming “Oh my god ur a fukin WAB”
thats the nickname i had for the next year!!! WAB (wives and boyfriend) i
was the only official one i knew!!!
The next few weeks seen me and Emmanuel just texting and calling i did
start to fancy him just because he made me laugh so much and was a pure
gentleman,i went on holiday to Greece for a while with my cousin and
stil text him every few days,he would text me and try calling everyday
but i was trying to play it cool! I got back from Greece and decided id
go to London to meet him,i was thinking he would maybe pay for a flight
or petrol,you know with him having millions of £££!! nope instead i had
to book a cheap ticket and sit for 6 hours on a coach!! oh well i wasnt
after money so i just laughed about it to myself. We had such an
amazing,funny weekend and when i was getting ready to leave for my train
to Victoria,Emmanuel asked me if i would be his boyfriend! Id never had
a boyfriend before but i thought it would be cool to see how it goes so
i said yes.
The next month went the same way,id sneak down to London to meet
him,stay in Premier Inn hotel in Waterloo about 2-3 times a
week, because i wasnt allowed to his house!! We just stayed in chilled
and watched tv,to some people this might seem boring but we had such a
laugh and i totally understood why he didnt want us going out in
public!! He played for Arsenal for gods sake,he would get so much shit
if the fans knew he was gay and imagine if the press knew!!
About 3 months into our relationship,the rumours started,we went into
Essex on a night out with a few friends and a Papparazi came over to me
and said “i know ur Adebayors bitch im guna tell everyone”” my face
dropped and i didnt know what to do!! i told the fella to fuck off and
get a life, BIG MISTAKE!!!
For the next 6 months that one papp made it his mission to follow
us,try get pics of us together and spread rumours about our
relationship! This is when i seen the real Emmanuel,he became a
monster!! he would scream at me for no reason,hit me,smash my stuff up
and even slashed my car tyres! The pressure of the whole gay thing must
be getting to him and i totally understood why,but did i deserve to be
treated like some little tramp??! well he made me believe i did! He used
all his energy to mentally break me down,he would cheat on me with
girls and even sent me a pic once of a girl giving him head!!! i was
told on a daily basis i was fat,ugly,worthless etc. I sadly believed
everything he said!! I think this is the main reason i fuck all my
relationships up due to been so insecure that i dont think im worthy of
that person.
I stayed with Emmanuel for months and months even though i was been
treated like scum,i had become used to the lifestyle,id drive round
London in a flash Range Rover,go shopping EVERYDAY with as much money as
i wanted,i seriously had the WAG lifestyle,but i was starting to drift
apart from my friends up north and i didnt really have many friends down
London at the time,i was becoming lonely and depressed due to his
abuse,but i loved the money!! im not scared to admit that i did stay
with him longer than i should of because i loved been able to buy
anything i want.
One day i was sat reading OK magazine when i seen an ad for a new
reality show,they was looking for people to lose weight,i had been
called fat and ugly for the past few months so i thought what a great
way to surprise Emmanuel by losing weight on this show!! i went to the
casting and the producers gave me the part straight away i was so
excited!! i went back to Emmanuels and told him i was going to be on
“diet on the dance floor” on living tv,instead of been happy he hit me!!
he told me i was pathetic and once i start that show we would be
finished as all the press would find out about us! He threw me out of
his house there and then with nothing but a hoody and a bag with a few
bits of clothes in,i had no money and no way to get from Epping in Essex
to Victoria to get a coach back to my mums in Liverpool,in fact i didnt
even have money for a coach but i knew that if i could get to the coach
station they knew me that much that they might help me! i basically
bummed rides on buses and trains all the way to Liverpool as the staff
on each bit of transport could see i was in a state,i had been mentally
and physically fucked for months and everything hit me at once! i could
not stop crying! i got to my mums 11 hours later and had to pretend like
everything was ok, my mum doesnt even know until now that is what
happended to me! Im sorry to all my friends and family for any lies or
hiding i did during this time.
For the next few months me and Emmanuel Adebayor only argued on the
phone,we would call eachother trying to be friends but it just didnt
happen i hated him so much for what he did to me and he hated me for
being his “dirty little secret”
After publishing this i will either be sued or beat up,but you know what
whether you believe me or not i dont give a fuck,i want to tell my
story to clear my head and now i can move on,i have messed up my last
relationship due to my insecurities and i love that person more than
anything in the world,i am broken by what has happened and after having
time to think about it,i totally blame Emmanuel and his cruel treatment
of another human being,i WONT be insecure anymore and feel like im not
worthy of the person im in a relationship with,i only wish i had dealt
with these inner feelings years ago if i did i would be sat here still
in a relationship with the most amazing lad ever,rather than feeling
depressed and sucicidal.
The reason i have reposted this after removing it,is that i have been
getting threats and abusive calls for the past month-so i might aswell
put it back on my site!!!

Kuled wrote:I'm not shocked that he's gay(well I am) but I'm shocked more to what he did to him
WHAT A CUNT