Man, my parents are renewing their wedding vows in December so I had to splash some cash to make your our church is not busy that day, you know what I mean?
But it's like soooooo fucking far away man, 3 months from now might as well be a life time from now for me man. I've noticed that I have a serious problem with, "looking ahead", I mean if farther away than, "next week" it might as well not be happening since I don't care about it.
It's like I have a serious problem picturing myself being alive past a couple of week from now.