by Guest Tue Jul 05, 2011 12:11 pm
I'm just gonna get it all out cos it's proper bugging me now, don't care if you're just random people on the Internet, I'd get laughed at in real life
In an ideal world she'd be my girlfriend, but were that far into the dreaded friend zone it'll never work. Yet were constantly all over each other, we'll walk around holding hands and linking arms and that, kiss when a bit drunk, and just generally flirt all the time. It's like Vicky and Jay but a much much lower scale. I slept with her the other night and we kissed, and stayed up most of the night chatting and spooning and I had my arm round her. But there's just no way well get together. She gets really uptight and mosey if I even look or talk about a girl, and me the same to her, which is a lot as she's a really flirty personality and I hate that in girls, yet they're the type I go for. And our mates expect us alto go somewhere like Magaluf next summer. I can tell I won't enjoy it with her being there. I also wish I had a job and had a better personality.
Rant over