by Roloman4 Fri Jan 28, 2011 1:34 pm
Let me paste the message here... By the way... she's a bit different, she probably wouldn't be as freaked out about something that frontal as most teenage girls would be... but no, I didn't tell her I loved her.
Hey, ****, I just wanted to let you know that I miss you, and that, there is something that I need to tell you. Believe me, if I had the coruage to do so, I would tell you this in person, but, since I lack said strength, I must resort to the only form of expression that has ever been viable to me, writing. Since the day I met you, I have always held you in high regard. You are, as I've told you before (albeit, indirectly), the only girl with which I can speak without fear, the only girl with which I can, in short, be myself. You possess an unbound optimism, a quality which I admire. It goes without saying that my search for any sort of meaningful relationship has been one fraught with failure. While I was searching for flowers abroad, I failed to notice the beautiful and precious of all, so near to me. By now, I am certain that you have discerned the meaning of this message, so I shall say no more. I don't expect this to change anything, and, honestly, I would not blame you if it seemed appropriate to you to distance yourself from me after this... disclosure; I just had to get this off my mind.